'Ga sepenuh hati....

....

Still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss, it's gettin' better baby
No one can better this...
Still holdin' on, you're still the one
First time our eyes met, same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger, wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on...
So if you're feelin' lonely don't
you're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
so if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do...
...I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me this pain I'm going through...
...if I need ya like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true...
...our best times are together...
...touch, still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough...
Still holdin' on, still number one
I remember the smell of your skin...everything
...all your moves...you, yeah!
...the nights ya know I still do...
...One thing I'm sure of is the way we make love
And one thing I depend on is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...
...Never leave me I don't know what I'd do...


Ga sepenuh hati mohon maaf sampe sigitunya siy, tapi kadang2 kangen juga sama suasana yang dulu...
gw tau buat balik ke kebiasaan dulu tuw susah banget, seringkali ego gw ma dia lebih mencuat daripada kemauan buat sama2 ngalah...

belakangan ini, gw coba buat ngalah, kaya yang selama beberapa taun dulu dia lakuin, kalo gw ngomel2 dia cuma diem aja...

Gw yakin, dia pasti masih bisa diajak ngomong baik2, dia juga kan manusia, punya hati... Ga mungkin lah dia terus membatu begitu..

Gw ngerti, kenapa belakangan ini dia marah2 mulu...
dia pastinya tertekan, terpojok, terpaksa dan ter... yang lain yang bikin dia ngga nyaman..

karna itu gw pengen minta maaf... bukan karna cinta mati ato dalam rangka berjuang mati2an buat ga keilangan...

Gw cuma ga pengen bikin dia terus ngerasa dipojokkan, dipaksa, disakitin atau apalah (walaw sekarang justru gw bikin dia makin ngerasa begitu)

Gw tau, apa aja yag gw bilang pasti dia itu udah ga bakalan percaya lagi.. (dia selalu bilang gitu..)
jadi yang sekarang lagi gw lakuin cuma ngejalanin aja semua apa adanya, sambil nunggu....
berharap aja kali ya, besok lusa bakal jadi better..